The choice wasn’t easy, butShawn Mendesdoesn’t regret quitting his last tour.
On Sept. 30, the 26-year-old musician appeared on theOn Purpose with Jay Shettypodcast and opened up aboutcanceling his 2022 Wonder: The World Tourafter just seven dates to focus on his mental health — as well as why it was both the “hardest” and “greatest” decision he’s made.
Thinking back to the time period, Mendes recalled feeling a “general darkness or lowness” related to depression and anxiety. Worse than his own feelings, however, was the fact that viewing his own life “through that lens” kept him from seeing “all the people who are loving you and supporting you.”
Since rising to fame as a young teenager, Mendes noted, he’s “done a lot of tours” and “been in hard places before” — but this was different.
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Shawn Mendes performing at Rock in Rio in September 2024.SplashNews
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A particularly difficult aspect of the cancellation, for the Canada native, was impacting his “team of almost a hundred people who are away from their families for a year and they’re every day working, they’re not sleeping, they’re sacrificing everything to put this show on.”
“It was like, ‘Oh man, people were excited,’ you know? People were proud of what they created,” said Mendes, “and that was the hard part.”
Shawn Mendes in Paris in March 2024.Jacopo Raule/Getty
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After kicking off Wonder: The World Tour in June 2022, the “Señorita” artist postponed several dates before canceling the trek altogether the following month. “It has become more clear that I need to take the time I’ve never taken personally, to ground myself and come back stronger,” he wrote at the time.
Mendes recently returned to the stage for several performance in support of his upcoming fourth album,Shawn, out Oct. 18.
source: people.com